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Iphone USB cable with different colours.

2011-12-09T01:06:00.003+08:00

Selling Iphone USB cables 1 for $6. It comes in Pink, Light Pink, Yellow, Red, Purple, Blue, Green & Orange. Do get to me as soon as possible if you are interested. Thank you! <3

Someday

2011-09-18T03:59:00.001+08:00

You're not supposed to end up with him.

2011-09-18T03:57:00.000+08:00

One of the hardest things in life is.....

2011-09-18T03:56:00.000+08:00

Move along

2011-09-10T01:52:00.000+08:00

Follow your dreams

2011-09-10T01:51:00.000+08:00

2011-02-11T02:57:00.004+08:00

We have new family member & we named her Nikky!

Why do cats pur?

2011-02-11T02:54:00.000+08:00

Contentment, comfort, security... for many pet owners, the humming purr of a squinting cat is the unmistakable signal that their feline is happy and healthy.

In many ways this is true: behaviorists believe the original function of purring was to enable a kitten to tell his mother that "all is well." This often occurs during nursing. A kitten can't meow and nurse at the same time, but can purr and nurse without any problem. The mother often purrs back, reassuring the kitten using this tactile, resonant communication.
This is why your cat purrs when petted, instinctively giving the signal "all is well," a message you can both feel and hear.
But this isn't the only message purring may signal:

Older cats purr when they play or approach other cats, signaling they are friendly and want to come closer.

Veterinary Perspective...
When a cat is purring, it is almost impossible to hear the cat's heart or lungs very well, making examination of vital signs difficult. Oddly enough, many cats will stop purring if they're near the sound of running water. This is why you may see your veterinarian turning on the faucet in the exam room in an attempt to get your cat to stop purring - so your cat can get a better exam.

Cats also purr when they are distressed or afraid. Sick and injured cats, and those in veterinary offices often purr. It is thought that this is the cat's way of reassuring and calming herself.

Purring is one of several methods of non-verbal communication felines use to convey their moods and needs. Others include squinting or slow blinking, stretching, scratching, facial rubbing, and spraying. So the next time your cat is purring deeply while curled in your lap, try purring back - she'll know what you're saying!

2011-01-01T01:45:00.003+08:00

2011
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!

wow! i cant believe that a year had passed. 2011 will be the year where i will end my teenage life. of cos i will treasure every second of it before i turn 20. 2011 will be a whole new year for me. A year where i should put all the past behind & look forward to a better new beginning. To never make the same all mistakes, to always be prepare & lastly to always think before doing something.

Yuna - After Midnight (lyrics)

2010-12-30T22:22:00.000+08:00

Just A Random Opening Post After So Long

2010-12-30T21:59:00.004+08:00

HELLO ALL!
Welcome back. My blog is a little dull i have to admit but who cares.
As long as its simple, its ok right?

I'm on holiday now but holiday seems boring this time & its only for 2 weeks. A few more days & schools about to start. I'm kind of worried for my common test results. i have to admit i didn't really studied for it. I prayed hard that i get at least a pass! Insyaallah. I still have to hang in there. A few more months im going for 2nd year & then another 1 more year, IM DONE!

Oh yar not forgetting, 2011 is coming real soon. I not sure if im excited for it or scared? It seems things goes by so fast that i tend to be so forgetful these days. like seriously. I'm only 19! NOT 91! YA ALLAH!

2010 was a roller-coaster ride for me but I'm sure god made opened my eyes widely to see whats best for me & whats not. To make me learn & be a stronger person to go through all the hard times. Of cos im still thankful to God too, for giving me good times too. So both good & bad, its equal now. Allah maha adil.

I really don't like to do more of the talking. Cos i think im not good at it. well at least something than nothing!

OH & YES DO FEEL FREE TO ASK ME ANYTHING ON MY FORMSPRING! just created it actually. Thank You!

My 19th Birthday.

2010-10-12T17:31:00.015+08:00

I HAD AN AWESOME TIME TODAY WITH MY LOVE ONES.
The day spent today cant be describe with words.
So let the picture talk.

Paramore - The Only Exception (cover)

2010-10-06T17:27:00.000+08:00

Goodbye For Real

2010-10-01T02:46:00.004+08:00

Saying goodbye isn’t the hard part,

it’s what we leave behind that’s tough.

We only part to meet again.

Until this moment,

I never understood how hard it was to lose something you never had.

You never leave someone behind,

you take a part of them with you and leave a part of yourself behind.

a poem for you.

2010-09-30T01:59:00.001+08:00

I don’t know what I was doing wrong

but I guess we don’t belong

together after all

and throughout the moments

that we knew each other

oh too well

we never could understand

what it was that made us

have secrets to tell

maybe things were all too big

and our choices are just not enough

to prove just how

we really cared

in it all it wasn't love

just a hope for something more

maybe a dream that we didn't share

if endlessness could just hold on

enough to show it wasn't fair

to make it all seem real enough

I had to read it over twice

not to realize my own mistakes

I took a chance to roll the dice

maybe next time if we meet

it might just be the time

that’s kept us far apart

for a future soon to find

to think this over carefully

and to recap on all that’s done

I never thought I could admit

my futures just begun

and even though I’m leaving

and it all just seems untrue

its better for the both of us

if I say goodbye to you

Hari Raya 2010

2010-09-30T01:16:00.006+08:00

1st Day

Neoprints zaman purba.

2010-09-30T01:03:00.005+08:00

CHECK OUT ALL THE NEOPRINTS I FOUND.
HAPPY WATCHING! :)

2010-08-16T22:55:00.003+08:00

Maher Zain - Insha Allah | ماهر زين - ان شاء الله

2010-06-15T20:08:00.002+08:00

I JUST DON'T MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU!
GOODBYE IS ALL YOU CAN SAY AFTER ALL THIS WHILE.

JUST REMEMBER THAT THINGS IN LIFE ALWAYS HAPPEN FOR A REASON.

i'm always here when you need me.

2010-05-28T23:32:00.008+08:00

こにちわ

VESAK DAY today & no school for me.
i don't mind going for school as today should be machining class!
Machining is fun seriously.
the best module so far.
no lectures.
just hands on.
but too bad no machining class today.
should have change the holiday to upcoming Monday.
cos Monday is the most shaggiest day in school.

for me today was basically Family day.
where my family & i went to my auntie house as my grandma cooked 'nasi lemak'.
NICE! love grandma's cooking.
NO.1.
Ibu's cooking also.
equal same! =D
i even bumped into SEZAIRI SEZALI like just in front of me.
Smiling at each other while me & my cousin headed to buy snacks.
at first i didn't notice it was him but somehow he looked familiar.
when i flash back, it was SEZAIRI la seyy.
he was dressed all simple & was carrying his guitar bag behind with a cap on his head.
he even looked back at us.
i think in his mind back then was,
"eh, how come they didn't recognize me? im SEZAIRI.
Singapore's idol. how can they not know me. hmmm..." *scratching head*.
if i were to knew it was him at 1st, i would already ask to snap a picture together.
never mind, maybe next time. *winks*

we bought lots of snacks.
we were like starving for food.
then headed back & had a movie marathon.
Til i ended with a bad headache plus took a panadol & took a short nap.
waking up, i saw my two cousins dancing over a Korean song.
wanted to join but ended up just laughing at them.
awesome time together.

PLUS I'M ADDICTED TO THIS ONE KOREAN SONG.
THANKS TO MY TWO DEAREST COUSINS.

CN BLUE - LOVE

LOVE LOVE LOVE. everybody *clap*clap*clap*
i want you back to me..

Ciaos
さよなら

2010-05-27T19:52:00.007+08:00

HELLO world!

finally I'm in the mood to update my blog.
welcome back FIRDAYU!!!

life has been better for me.
at least better than worst.
but i do miss all those sorrow which makes me a stronger person now.

FOR NOW, ITS SCHOOL, SCHOOL & WORK.
nothing else.
bored at times but at least most of my times are occupied with stuffs.
STRESS in both SCHOOL & WORK.
exams are coming!
real fast really.
it just seems like i am still in my ITE days.
even though life there gave me a hard times,
i do still miss those times.
it made me learn to make a better out of it.
TO NEVER EVER MAKE THE SAME OLD MISTAKES AGAIN BABE.

i miss hanging out with friends.
having great times together, laughing, cam-whoring & gossiping!
but guess its just been busy days lately.
never the less i met new friends in NYP!
awesome peoples & smart ass people too.
its really great knowing them.
stupid lame jokes that make us laugh like hell.
totally awesome friends.
I REALLY HOPE WE WERE TO STAY LIKE THIS TILL THE END, BROTHERS!

i think that's enough for me now.
i got to prepare for test & common test before our JUNE holiday.
SHIT. die ehh. DIE!!!

till then.
さよなら。

2009-11-02T23:13:00.004+08:00

TOMORROW NO SCHOOL

yay! tomorrow no school for me but i guess no plans for me. i guess I'm going to be stuck at home. how i wish i could finish up my projects as soon as possible. so after completion i can start revising for piping as there's alot of theory & i have been dreaming in class during theory lesson. shits! actually i tried to understand but seriously i don't understand a thing what Mr Moh teach.

i also hate the drawing part. i couldn't draw a 3D BOX right??!! wth. isometric drawing on paper. gosh. i prefer doing it on Auto cad seh. ish!

today was a normal day indeed. nothing exciting. just school stuffs & project drawings to be completed. Project, project & project. well i have nothing elses to say or i will end up telling about school non-stop. haha.

2009-11-01T22:50:00.006+08:00

hello ladies & gentlemans. I'm back from a long break updating my blog. well now I'm back in school & i can tell there's no time to play around this semester. its going to be my final semester in ITE & i have to do my very best to get in Polytechnic. This semester its more on Group Projects. AIR CON, ELECTRICAL & BUILDING SERVICES plus the last exam module, PIPING. i can tell piping is quite difficult to catch. kind of complicating to draw the pipes & lots of theory. phew i have to pull up my socks.

that's enough about school stuffs. thinking of it make me go nuts. haha. well life have never been better & yes I'm 18 now. legal age but still i do think I'm still young. freedom isn't just there yet. well its alright. i just hope i can enjoy the full less during my teens life.

lets talk bout me, what happening to me now? well actually nothing much. I'm still the same except maybe i have grown taller. yeahh abit & I'm my punctuality has improved. at least better than before. hee. well i just think i could change my discipline or if not, I'm getting from bad to worst. well being 18 is just the same. nothing different but will see.

as for love life, I'm still not there yet. as in I'm not yet ready to be in love. the feeling just isn't there & im happy the way i am now. enjoying life without anyone controlling me except for my parents la. haha. okay i think i talked too much. i guess that's all for now. wait till my next post!

take care peeps. don't take drugs!

*smiles*

2009-09-28T23:05:00.003+08:00

today i didn't slept from morning so that i wont get overslept to wake up early in the morning.
as i have to send Ira off as she was leaving to Penang for 1 month.
phew lame tu. haisya.
i will miss the late night calls & us singing over the phone.
i will miss you alot Ira. without you, it wont be the same. =(

i hope you have a save ride there & i will be waiting for you to be back.
& please do take care of yourself. love you!

2009-09-25T22:45:00.001+08:00

1st day outing with friends! we wore all white!

like angles sey kiteorg.

it was great & fun fun!

we got a driver to drive us around to places.

thanks driver & aleast we spare you money to top up your fuels. ;)

but the saddest part was Ira cant tag us along as

she have other raya plans outing with family.

well its alright. next year for sure we go out raya alright! its a must!

i will miss you alot sweetheart.

2009-09-17T14:33:00.003+08:00

naz , me , kak aisyah & my bro.

*smile with teeth*

thats me. haha. hair like chicken sey. haha!

thats also me. haha!
lastly, thats me & my mum. ;)

2009-09-16T17:28:00.009+08:00

FAIZAL ISA!

ok hes cute & hes a great singer.

just love to hear him sing.

hes really good in it.

i will vote him to becoming the next Singapore idol!

*winks*

ok i know whats above is SO random & here ist goes....

wooohhooo. wow its been 1 month plus since i have updated my blog. really don't have time to blog these days & nothing much to blog about.

lets talk about exam. yes finally exam's over & it went on well. i manage to do all with satisfaction. haha! but... now I'm worried for the outcome. will i still maintain my GPA points? well i don't know myself. i will just pray for the best & will see. :)

now's holiday for me. started 2 weeks ago right after my papers. holidays been bored especially during fasting month. cant resists food. if not at least i can be at home chewing on something rather than just sitting with nothing to munch. what else? ohh yes! Hari Raya's coming. so excited man but still i will miss Ramadhan. ;)

whats bad is i have not been getting enough sleeping these days. i don't know whats bothering me. well i guess i will stop here for now. takecare peeps!

each night i dreamt of you

i know its weird but its true

each day i think of you

but i think its no use

2009-07-22T23:57:00.010+08:00

wooo. its been long since i have updated my blog. people are asking me for my next post.well here it is. these days been really busy. alot of things are occupied in my head now. too stressed out but still everything have to go on. i cannot stop.

been coming to class late regularly, coming home late, sleeping late & playing in the rain. I'm like getting from bad to worst. whats got into me now. I'm worried for my exams. a few more months to go. i have to give my very best. i cant stop now. this is my last chance to get to poly but with this kind of behaviour, how can i ever archive. i have to change.

last Friday went out with aisha & sherry to esplanade. it was an awesome day. we really had fun together & i really missed them alot. here's pictures taken on that day. webcaming is fun like hell. woohhoo!!

enjoy.

as for today, i had my Solid Modeling Phase Test & thanked god i can finished up the drawing. then i didn't know there was Engineering Services Drafting phase test. luckily i can get all done with. next week another test on Electrical. as for calculus, I'm so going to drop. i cant cope no more but Mr Tan wont allow us to. haiya. I'm stressed out.

p.s i miss you. 1 more day left & I'm so going to

HUG you but I'm sure you will be really happy

when the time comes. love you sweetheart! :)

2009-06-28T03:04:00.005+08:00

helloo there. its been long since i have updated my blog. well been bust these days & im now left with 1 more week of holiday. so fast? ohh gosh im still not ready for school. i want to extend my holidays.

last few days i was busy with my International Student Seminar. From Monday, 22nd June to Wednesday, 24th June. overall was enjoyable. our presentation was a nice one. we gave our very best & people liked it. they even followed us along & some even sing along. awww, i still cant forget those moments. we even get along with people in different country such as from Hongkong, Canada, Germany & Australia. they a bunch of really nice people.

the last day when they have to fly back home, it was a saddest moment. its like i have known the for so long & just wanted them to stay with us & extend their time with us. some of us cried of their leaving & they even asked us along to Hongkong. that was so sweet of them.

my most enjoyable part was the social night. it was my first time dancing around like as if I'm clubbing. the surrounding was superb! lightings & music. it was awesome! thumbs up! =))

well now let me show the pictures taken. enjoy..^^

1st DAY

2nd DAY.

2009-06-10T19:08:00.001+08:00

2009-05-26T10:03:00.004+08:00

today first i met up with IRAH & RAVI at bedok interchange & then took the train off to City Hall for the Supreme Court. well i basically i went there cos there was the South East District Meeting 2009 & we are representing ITE campus Tampines. hout overall was ok. the performance were awesome but presentations gave me a bore but overall was enjoyable. we even did clapping execise where everyon have to stand & doing the exercise. cool! haha. after don with that, there were refreshments for us. luckily we arrived there before long queue. the food was yummy! thumbs up!

after done with eating, i met up with IRAH at the City Hall & took train to Douby Gaut. met Shahrin, Iskandar, Raimi, Acez, Qayyum & the lead singer. haha. ok. followed them all the way to their jamming place. thanks eyy Raimi, suroh org ikot behh tkde hi tkde ape. haha. well nvm. anyway at least i did hang out with them & especially IRAH.

anw heres some pictures taken at the Supreme Court.

2009-05-17T17:43:00.006+08:00

Friday was our Student Seminar selection at ITE Simei. we did our very best shot & YES we made to the top 4. everyone was praising ours was the best & we did awesome. thanks people! it all counts our hard work & of cos all the team members. i knew we can make it. the long practise & lots of skipping class didn't come to waste. i can see that we were really enjoying our self on the stage. I'm so excited for the upcoming final.

yesterday was my mum's birthday.

Happy Birthday IBU! =))

thanks friends out there for your encouragement. i really appreciate them. people all around me kept me strong & living my life. why even bother about those who don't.

well to haters out there, i know you guys just love gossiping about me. I'm your hot topic huh? so hyprocites. you guys have your own life & i have mine so better stay away from mine cos i have never been bothered about your life.

2009-05-09T21:50:00.006+08:00

A friend is like a flower,

a rose to be exact,

Or maybe like a brand new gatethat never comes unlatched.

A friend is like an owl,both beautiful and wise.

Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost,

whose spirit never dies.

A friend is like a heart that goesstrong until the end.

Where would we be in this worldif we didn't have a friend.

yesterday had an outing with my two best est Friends. awww, i really had a great time with them. its good that we can actually meet each other a least once a week. whee. well yesterday after the student seminar preview, aisha & sherry both met me at my school bus stop. then straight to orchard to apply for jobs. after that we walked all the way to plaza singapura. we had long talks & lots of laughing. awww i so love them. *huggies*.

when at plaza singapura we met up with Ain & her friend syafiq if I'm not wrong. we hang out at the Starbucks & we even prank ed this someone. it was an awesome day.

ohh ya! our student seminar presentation was okok. got a scolding by mr ismadi for reaching school late for rehearsal. overall was still not satisfaction. still need alot of practise. next Friday will be the selection day. i don't know if we can get in. whatever it is, we should give our very best. =D

as for today, i have no plans & was at home the whole day. wanted to go out but dont know to where. never mind. rest at home the whole day then. well i guess that's it. there'sa video of our presentation. enjoy. =))

2009-05-07T01:28:00.003+08:00

my cough been pretty bad these days. having sore throat since Thursday is sickening.

today rehearsal for Student Seminar presentation was awesome. we did great & we even had singing sessions. singing with my sore throat sounds horrible but who cares. haha. our rehearsal ended late. i so cant wait for Friday. ;) but i have been missing alot of classes. kinda worried for my studies. i hope i can still cope. =D

to haters out there, theres no point writing negative thoughts about me. i mean whats the use? will it even make any different?? but somehow im sure you feel good scamming my tag board right?? well i can't be bothered. i know myself well & why should i even care about your comments? come on la. do you even have a life? get one ok cos i have mine & i know for myself what to do with it. i don't need you to tell me what to do. so please stop all this bullshits & if you really have more things to say about me, why not tell me straight then hiding your true identity.

now im gonna off watch Chelsea VS Barcelona.

2009-05-04T17:40:00.002+08:00

suddenly i just have the thoughts of changing my skin & 3 hours of searching, finally i got the one i like.

well it has been quite long since i updated my blog. these days kinda bad. seriously, the weather & especially my throat. at times i also have minor headaches. kinda sickening but what to do. things are getting harder these days. i cant have a proper sleep or i should say i cant sleep well. i have been watching t.v all the time & i don't know whats happening around me.

i miss my friends & i miss my job. i want to get a job desperately. i need money & i need rest. my two bestest friends are always there for me which is Aisha & sherry. not also forgetting Aqillah. without them I'm useless. i miss SHEFIRSHA eyy. an outing together soon! =) i think I'm going to reapply for Carrefour. not sure if i can get the job but why not just give it a try.

other then my friends there's this someone that i cant stop thinking about. the memories & his kindness are unforgettable. everyday when i wake up in the morning, there's something that i cant stop saying to myself & that is, i miss him alot. i cant deny that. but for now i guess its for our own good. i had enough with love. i admit I'm somehow a failure in love. maybe its not the right time for me now. i mean to be in love. the time will come but still i don't know when. well i will hope for the right time & for the better. i just hope that "someone" is happy now with his life without me & i hope you will have a better life ahead.

there's things inside of me that i cant lie. i don't like to be a burden in other people's life. i rather know than people keeping quiet & start gossiping around about me. why not tell me straight?? better right?? its like letting it all out? i don't want to brag about it. it hurts alot thinking about these kinds of people. i don't know what have i done wrong to them.

2009-05-04T02:06:00.002+08:00

LONG YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP & NOW STILL GOING STRONG

2009-04-17T23:29:00.003+08:00

here's some pictures taken during our last day in Jamiyah home. its really great to meet up to them again. awww. they are butch of cute people. especially HALIFF. eeeee..geram aku!!

me : where you schooling?

Haliff : Eunos primary.

me : primary?

Haliff : 3. haliff got gf same school.

me : ouhh really? whats her name?

Haliff : her name is Farah. she fat2.

me : *laughing* so, is he pretty?

Haliff : pretty. But when i grow up i want play timer (as in got 2 gf)

me : *smiling* 2 gf? naughty ey Haliff. then kakak ayu pretty?

Haliff : pretty...then when i grow up i want repair motorbikes.

me : motorbikes? so haliff want motorbikes?

Haliff : no, i want car.

me : *laughing & pinch him on the cheek*

ouh my hes so adorable. i really talked alot with him. while walking out....

me : today's kakak ayu last day. miss me?

Haliff : yes.

me : then if haliff free, haliff come over my house k?

Haliff : wheres your house?

me : bedok reservoir.

haliff : haliff live at sembawang.

me : whaa that's far.

haliff : *smile*

me : so haliff come over my house k?

Haliff : ok when haliff grow bigger.

me : cannot. tomorrow ok?

Haliff : *smiling*

then the kids wrote down our numbers so as to keep in contacts. life famous ey. everywhere the kids ask for numbers. haha. cute la drg!! eeee. i think i want become volunteer there. every once a week. yeahh why not.

after done at Jamiyah Home, we decided to head to East Coast Park. for fun. just hanging out there & pictures were taken there. do enjoy.

Farhan & me.

Farhan.

Fadzly.

US!

2009-04-07T18:13:00.002+08:00

1) Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
-cheek.

2) How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
-my head still hurts & of cos my stomach.

3) Who was the last person you took a photo with?
-Aqillah.

4) Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
-No.

5) Would you ever donate blood?
-yeah. i would love to.

6) Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
-yeahh i do.

7) Do you want someone dead?
-not anymore. i have heard enough.

8) What does your last text message say?
-the student seminar thingy.

9) What are you thinking of right now?
-school.

10) Do you wish someone was with you right now?
-yeahh but never mind.

11) What time did you go to sleep last night?
-1am plus.

12) Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
-i didnt buy it, it was free.

13) Is someone on your mind right now?
-yahhh.

14) Who was the last person to text you?
-Aqillah.

1-Aqillah
2-Aisha
3-Aisyah
4- Nazurah
5-Nadhirah
6-Shahrizan
7-Remy
8-Ariff
9-Fadhil
10 Farhan

15) Who is 2 having a relationship with?
[Aisha] syahid??

16) Is 3 a male or a female?
[Aisyah] female

17) If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
[Remy&Farhan] idk. haha.. maybe??

18) What is Number 1 studying about?
[Aqillah] ITE Tampines.

19) Is Number 4 single?
[Nazurah] yes she is.

20) Say something about Number 5.
[Nadhirah] she's nice & a good friend.

21) What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together.
[Aisyah&Shahrizan] they can be friends.. why not.

22) Describe Number 9.
[Fadhil] hes HOT!

23) What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
[Shahrizan&Remy] firstly they dont know each other. how can they fight?

24) Do you like Number 8?
[Ariff] yes i do. i even miss him alot.

2009-04-03T23:22:00.000+08:00

first of all today i was off to school for student council meeting for only the excos members. well mostly was about the April intake students. I'm not actually too sure what are we suppose to do. well will see on the day it self.

after the meeting, was my student seminar thingy at Jamiyah home. awww, seriously i just love going there. as in seeing the kids there. even they are hyper,stubborn & irritating at times but i still love them. they are just innocents kids who don't know anything & are left by their family members. how i wish to take one home. well is it possible. i want 1 boy & 1 girl. i want the Haliff & siti Marina. they are the most cute-test ones. *mcm nk kidnap je drg due. cute gile bab!*

I'm so gonna miss them. especially the "kakak ayu!'' here & there. they even match make me. haha. wth??!! with Shahrin aka abg azhar. its funny really. i don't know why but they just think we like each other. ouh gosh. kids, what elses can i say. even the boys there, ''kakak ayu suke abg azhar eyy??'' & kept whispering at my ears. ish3. haha. but they made my day. somehow they make me smile & laugh. aww. i love you guys. you guys are special & i know someday you kids will live a happy life. I'm sure. Allah with always love the ones with patience. i don't know when will i even meet them again. never mind. i will always pray for their happiness.

these days, I'm not really in a good mood. things are happening so fast & i think i should let go. there is no worth even waiting or still wondering. it wont go me anyway & lead me to no ends. i really have to do something to change my life now. i have to be stronger & never never look back. i sorry to people around me who have to suffer because of me. big apologises. i don't want to run away from things. i should stand up now & solve things just the way it was meant to be. i have to stay strong & for now BGR never is important. studies is & of cos families. i should also change my bad attitude & behaviour. things just have to change.

well thanks to my love ones, especially to my dear aqillah. you made me strong & YOU made me realise. thanks my dear. you are the best. well i guess should stop. here's some pictures taken at Jamiyah home. =)

me with UMI INSYIRAH

sliding time. haha.

see how the kids grab to us. haha.

me with Farhan.

me with Siti Atiqah.

aqillah with NADIAH

she's really good in Piano.

Nadiah with Matthias & Yee Heng

Irah the bithday girl & Aqills.

i love elephants. wheee.

Eileen & the kids.

Irah's birthday cake!

Happy Bithday Irah!

aqillah blends in with the kids.

me & Marina. i so gonna bring her home!

''abg azhar'' & ''kakak ayu'' (was actually forced by the kids to take photo)

the two kids who were sticking around on me. haha. cute la!

aqills & Siti Marina.

this one is my favourite. me & HALIFF. eeee!! geram nye aku! nk kidnap urhh!!

2009-03-29T23:47:00.002+08:00

well today basically more to my cousin's engagement day at Johor. was out since morning & got back home at around 12am as it was jam from JB checkpoint to Woodland's checkpoint. it kinda got me a headache in the car.

ok let talk on my cousin's engagement. well everything went on well but the bad part was it was raining before & after her engagement. I'm not quite close with her so i don't quite know what to say. well just wish her all the best & cant wait for her wedding day.

well here's some pictures taken there.

kak maya..

kak Manje & me.

[she was called manje since young]

2009-03-22T23:16:00.000+08:00

yay! back from KL.

KL was FUN FUN FUN. haha. i will surely miss KL. the surrounding there & the people there. i miss the student councils friends. the shopping centres there. the foods there. the sunway lagoon & the crazy rides i took there. well overall was ''AWESOME'' even i have to mix around with new people there, I'm fine with it. i love making friends. its just my hobby but i don't really like to be the centre of attraction. i just don't. haha.

well most importantly there, i learn new stuffs. how to be a good leader? knowing more about my characteristics, my abilities, my strengths, my weakness & lastly how to write minutes. well, I'm not really good in English. just basics yes i know but bombastic words I'm not too familiar with it. to say it all i sux in vocabulary & i cant be bothered to learn new words. want to know why? cos eventually i will forget them sooner or later. hahaha. i also learn new people. how to handle with them, talk with them & work with them. its good to understand other so as to avoid conflicts.

1st & 2nd day of the trip was more to workshops & student exchange programme. on the 2nd day, we went to the Stamford College there. we talked with people there & they are really nice people. i think that their English are way better than ours. they also tend to talk more confidently. maybe they learnt well there. haha.

on the 3rd & 4th day was lots of fun & free time. no pressure. 3rd day was Sunway Lagoon & Shopping day. we went to places like time square, petaling street, sungai wang for shopping. i did had a lot of fun there. 4th day was more to sight-seeing & some shopping. we went to Chocolate factory, KLCC, PutraJaya.

well that's just summarising of our trip there.

there are alot to talk about but i don't want brag alot.

anyways here's pictures taken there.

1st day, 19MARCH2009

2nd day, 20MARCH2009

3rd day, 21MARCH2009

4th day, 22MARCH2009

2009-03-17T23:33:00.006+08:00

i found out a gorgeous singer & hes a Korean. gosh hes damn HOT! gagaga. haha. his name is Ajoo. hes 19 this year. just one year older than me. well today i will just post about him. gosh he looks like someone. i don't want to mention who. just guess for your self. & & pictures of him! wheee..so long peeps. =)))

2009-03-15T22:08:00.004+08:00

today i have been at home like the whole day. the weather really change my mood. i spend a lot of my time of my time at having taking nap. wasn't sleepy but just nothing to do. staying at home on weekends kills me. urggh.

to someone, I'm really sorry. well i didn't mean to not sms-ing you but i have no mood & like i say i spend my time taking nap.

my hand phone wasn't ringing & my brother was using the computer. gosh was a dead day! when i wake up from my nap, i felt hungry & ate. thanks to my mum but no thanks to her cos i got to stay at home the whole day. at first she thought of going to Suntec since my dad having a roadshow there but last minute cancel. haish. and no one even bother to ask me out. hmm never mind. anyway its over. why even bother talk about it.

as for now, I'm feeling kinda uneasy & also worried. haish. he may not know how much i miss him but once again I'm sorry. i really didn't mean to. i just hope he could forgive me & how i wish i could really do something but it seems hes really upset. i hope hes fine. hes someone i really care about & i wouldn't want to ever see him suffer. i...hmm nvm. forget it. well i guess i should leave. here's some pictures taken during the 2nd year graduation at Aloha Loyang Chalet.

2009-03-12T12:09:00.002+08:00

Lovely Lady

You are lovely and caring. You help others and spread out a lot of sympathy. Your life aim maybe is to serve the people. But your weakness is that you forget about yourself, your own needs. All your time is hold back for your friends and family. You are always there for people in trouble. Ready for any emergency. You make a lot of sacrifices just to be a good human. But every woman has her needs, her longings and a destiny. Don't loose yourself in work or curing other people's souls. You will have your own problems in your life. Another problem is that you don't say your opinion when it's right and important to say it. People trample onto your soul if you are always so kind and lovely and helpful. They will play on you. Though you should try to relax more and enjoy your life, you should not loose the gift that was given to you to help others . Not everyone is created this way... You are uniqe and rare!

2009-03-06T20:04:00.003+08:00

yay! at last updated my blog. well my previous skin cant really see my post so now i change my skin. well these days I'm kinda busy with revisions. got to prepare for my exams next week.

time really flies so fast & im going to be in 2nd year soon. there's no time to waste now. talking about 2nd year, i got specailization in Mechanical & Electrical. class, 2B & alot of my classmates were from my class. cool or what. well theres still some from 1B.

today was at home the whole day. actually i wanted go cut my hair today. cut SHORT! yes short. i want to get a new hair style. exams are coming & after that holidays. what am i to do during holidays? spend my time all day at home? what a bore. without money, i think i wont be going anywhere. i really need to find a job!

well i guess that's it for today. tomorrow need to go habourfront to do last Air con revision with Mr tan. well to tell the truth I'm kinda nervous with my maths & air con but as for medds, i think i should freak out. i haven even studied for it. i really need someone to help me out with my medds urgently. =D

2009-02-13T21:17:00.001+08:00

The BBQ pit for MEED first year students was fun .

get to so called bond with 1B, 1C & 1D.
well heres some pictures taken there.

2009-02-13T13:17:00.003+08:00

well yesterday the skit went on well. was nervous at first but after a while, i can really face all the audience. cool eyy. its like everyone were like looking at us. hahaha. maybe cos we were wearing mask we feel like we can like cover our identity but i still think people can still know who we are. haha. well Mr Ismadi promised to treat us soul garden eyy. cant wait.

today headed to school to do our Air con common test. well its quite easy but i cant finish on time so have to continue next week. at least can be more prepared eyy. haha. today had a BBQ pit at east coast.

2009-02-09T18:21:00.003+08:00

you came in my life without signs.

you make me happy with those smiles.

the love & the care you gave me make me strong.

i sat alone by myself thinking how will we end up.

thinking we will go far leading a happy life.

everyday without fail, you were always by my side.

guiding me through my life.

but after some time, i can sense something was wrong.

i can sense we were getting far

& many reasons were given from you to avoid me.

i trusted him & wondering what was going to happen next.

as i waited, negative thoughts came across my mind.

i kept saying "it should be" as i loved him badly.

after long of waiting, i confronted him.

asking him whats going on?

why is he like avoiding me.

i prayed in my heart real hard that what i thought was not true.

well to my surprised it was.

i never expect it to end like that.

all the times we had were left with memories.

memories i should just throw away &

never wish to recall.

it hurts but i happen to know

its all lessons given to me.

NOW, I'm stronger.

knowing that i must never give up.

knowing that life have to move on.

looking bad wont solve the problem.

as i thought about it for a long time,

i believe no ones wrong.

all the tears i cried for him is just a waste of energy.

its good to be back &

NOW stronger.

2009-02-07T21:00:00.000+08:00

GREEN WALK FROM YISHUN MRT TO SEMBAWANG PARK.

heres some pictures taken. =D

***i never expect hes that type of person.

i shouldnt have trusted him at the first place.

i was stupid back then.

or may i say blindly by your sweet talk.

now i really have to forget & move on.

its a waste of time to even think of him.

i never expected him to be like that.

now the truth is out &

what he have done, have hurts innocent girls heart.

or should i just call him a 'playboy'.

from the look he dont look like one.

as what people say dont ever 'judge the book by its cover'.

now just love her with full heartedly &

hope he doesnt do what you used to do.

may he & she last long.

i will always pray for his happiness a "friend",

as you will always be a "friend".***

2009-02-04T19:24:00.008+08:00

ok now lets blog...today woke up quite early as i promised to Nadhirah to meet her at the McDonalds near by our house to finish up our maths work which we should actually be handed by yesterday. well we didn't finished it up but instead we gave up & went off to school at around 8.45am. reached school at 9.20am & we were considered quite early, i mean better than coming 1 hour late.

well today i had lunch with crush. *winks* Well what can i say is ''my crush is simply the best ey" and i know eyy I'm useless. cant do your maths. hahaha. well today i find a lot of people having lunch at Kenny Coffee shop. well after lunch, met up with nadhirah & qamarul. then headed to class for E.maths lesson. well Mrs Wee was not in class to teach us as she have course to attend. so we were given some work to do. well that Mr Ong really fucking irritates me. i mean how can he just took our work when we haven not even finish them up. 1 hour to do like 20 questions?? that's crazy eh. we are not robots ey. we are human beings & i admit I'm slow. so?? cant we finish it up at home or something. i never feel easy eyy when i know theres work not completed. it annoys me eyy. urghh hate eyy that teacher. when we complained to him, all he can say was, ''who ask you guys to come to class late? " what the fuck??!!

well starting from yesterday, someone unexpected msg me. well cant you just concentrate on your GF. i know its not easy eyy to forget each other but you choose to be with her then just be it. i know I'm just no one. just someone to kill your boredom when you really need someone so badly eyy. well no comments.

ouhh gosh tomorrow will be doing like so called model for the meed job career. i don't really know what is it all about but what i know we were recommended eyy to be the model. me, Nadhirah & afiq. cool..cool..well will see how it goes tomorrow. i don't know what to do with my hair tomorrow. i mean my hair is so dry & really frizzy. well i guess i will tied my hair or something. will see.

heres some random pictures.

AYU, SHIKIN, AICHA & NADHIRAH

my new AUNTY eyy. ;)

learing playing guitar babe!!

2009-01-23T21:21:00.000+08:00

today had an outing with my classmates to Pasir Ris park for mountain biking. well this mountain biking course was so called recommended by Kalista. well we always missed our Sports & wellness due to her. i don't know what shes so busy about. so she made this make up lessons for us to go mountain biking & its free. well guess she paid for us all. cool or what.

we were to report there at 8am in the morning & like normal, all of us were quite late & we reached Pasir Ris Park at 8 plus & the instructors there gave us a briefing about how mountain bikes are different from normal bikes. well mountain bikes can go up high hills & its quite harder to ride than the normal bike. well its cool we can really change the gears & so on. so make lighter to paddle or hard to paddle. its great trying out things.

well we cycled all the way from Paris Ris to Tampines & than back to Pasir ris. its quite far & the weather was really hot & i easily get thirsty. its fun & really challenging. i mean we were to cycle up high slopes & went down the slopes. the roads were full with rocks. small ones, big ones. well there was this point of time, i was cycling & there was this big rock in front of me with a slope down. i just dashed through it & i fell down. the bike landed on me & my leg got alot bruises. luckily i wore a helmet. if not, i will seriously hit my head. well lucky me. LOL!

well that's about it for today. really a tired day. from morning to noon, i had that mountain biking course. till next time people. here's some pictures taken. =)

nadhirah, the model of the day!

at PASIR RIS interchange.

2009-01-14T00:13:00.004+08:00

skipped maths lesson today & reached school at 10am plus but there was no Sports & Wellness. we are not being told that today sports & wellness was canceled. we were really late to met up with Mr Ismadi for the performance. its a shocking eh we got to act for the carnival held in February at ITE MACPHERSON. ouh gosh. i really want to back off. i mean I'm afraid of huge crowds. seriously it just give me a fright.

well we spend our lunch break in the Student Hub watching Saw 5. the movie was great & suspend but its gross. i mean blood all over as many people being tortured. yucks. its just so disgusting. i mean so so disgusting. now I'm having flash back of the movie with thier hands being cut into half. ouch! ok i think i better stop or not i can't sleep tonight & i wont want to dream about it either. well to tell the truth, i can't really see blood. it just make me feel weak in a way. well i always dreamt to be a doctor. i do so cos i wanted to help people. i want everyone to be happy with a healthy life. i just love seeing people happy, it just make me happy. well too bad i can't see blood. I'm forbear to it since small & if i were to be a doctor, i wont be able to help up when patients needed to be sugeried. if i do, i guess i will faint. well that's me. weird right?

there's this china trip where students are welcome to help up the children there. well its a 14 days vacation & we were to be staying in the villages with no water & no toilets. how am i going to survive there if i were to go. i mean for 10 days, we no need to bath? Remy wanted to go & if he go, seriously i will too but I'm scared ehh. what if i cant take it there & half way, want to go back home. like not used to it? hmm well i really have to think about it. we will see k remy! =)

well i guess that's all for today. anyway, he ariff highlighted his hair. well its kinda not suit to him eh. like tk kena langsung. well up to him. no comments. =D

2009-01-12T23:32:00.004+08:00

well today was indeed a tiring day. with Chelsea losing to f***ing man u. well its ok. i know Chelsea was playing badly. i don't know what the hell they are doing on the field. hancur! 3-0! whats happening eh Chelsea. well i understand. i will always support Chelsea no matter what. forever Chelsea babey. =)

woke up at 9 plus in the morning & still i can take my sweet time getting ready to school as the first class was MEDDS. hate that class. seriously i don't understand a thing. i don't know how will i make it for the next exam. i will surely freak out when i sit for the paper. reached school at about 11am & when we got in class, everyone was like wondering around & our lecturer was sitting there staring. guess it was their tea break. well who cares. after that he continued with studies & gladly our lecturer didn't ask why were we late for his class. i guess he cant be bothered anymore.

anyways, today was bored but i really was expecting from someone to really tell me the truth & really sort things out but when we met at the canteen just now during break, all she did was smile & i of cos i smiled to her back but nothing from her eventually. well maybe she will tell me when shes ready. never mind i will wait, my friend. =)

my butts hurts eh. want to know why? well this happen 2 days ago at home. i was in the toilet & i fell down straight down to my butt. *ouch* luckily i didn't hit anything. i mean my head didn't hit anything. if not i will end up fainted in the toilet till someone went for the toilet & saw me lying down. ok I'm thinking too far. well luckily I'm alright except for my butt. =D

2009-01-09T16:42:00.004+08:00

well today is the 9Th of January 2009. it seems days goes by so fast. till i cant remember what had happen except the truth was out. i got to found out the truth about why Ariff left me. well want to know why? well the truth is he was attached with his so called 'ex' all along. i mean i just knew something was wrong whenever we were together. i mean he never before asked me if we should be in a relationship. a serious one. those strange jealousy he showed. i mean come on. at that point of time, he really have no rights to stop me contacting with who ever i like. its my fucking business eh. i mean i just hate people telling me what to do.

well i got to know the truth from a little bird. the little bird of mine also told me Aqillah meant well. i mean she knew the truth all along but she just don't have the guts to tell me. i understand that you don't want to hurt me & you are scared i might not believe or thinking that you are trying to separate us(me & Ariff). i know you meant well but you have to tell me. i mean i have to know the truth. till when are you going to hide this frome? till the day i die?? i trusted you so much ok Aqillah. seriously i do. i know the truths hurts but seriously I'm fine with it now. what's done is done. let i be a memory & maybe a lesson i should learn to never make the same mistakes again. i just hope we really can be like we used to. i miss you Aqillah. i swear i do alot. we should talk things out soon alright? =)

well as for Ariff, i guess there's nothing else to say about. i mean you LIED to me all this while. you told me your 'ex' left you becos of some stupid reasons? you say you love me? the sweet talks? the lies you told me you have not pay your bills just to avoid me? i just think maybe you were confused at that point of time. maybe you were not in good terms with your GF & maybe you just want to look for another just to make her fall for you & for the sake of making yourself happy or forgetting about the problems you face. you just want to run away from it. never want to fix things up. whatever it is, just take note that i never hate you. i mean no one's at fault in this. let it be what it really should be & i do believe in fate. God planned all this just to challenge us. how far we can really cope in life & be stronger in whatever we face. i just hope you are happy with your 'true love' now. i mean its good you choose the best one (which is your so called 'ex') & don't worry i will find a better guy than you like you told me to. its just a matter of time & i know i will find it sooner or later. now its over & I'm sick of even thinking about all this bullshits. i will always pray for the best for you.

falling in love is easy but saying goodbye is harder than i thought. well goodbye ''love'' cos for the mean while i wont want to fall in love again until god leads me to the right path to find the right guy for me.

life is complicating & yet I'm still glad i can overcome it. =)

2009-01-02T14:35:00.004+08:00

well hie. well my new year resolution was to be more focus on my studies. stop playing around & really want to concentrate on what i want to archive in future. rather not think about guys. thinking about them give me the big headache. eeee. no more for me now. i just had enough. hahaha. thanks to someone la.

next week school starts & i hate going to school now. so now the only motive of me going to school is real study. i don't want to end up regretting for slacking during school. well what i can say, i maybe not like what i used to be. we will see. oh gosh, gotta usher the Jan Intake Students all around the school. haiyoo. pegi figure out sendiri tk lehh pe. buat susah org jer. got to take in charge of the MCE students. all guys. none girls. hate it. nvm guys younger than me. what can they do. hahaha.

well today someone make me pissed off. urgghh. why didn't tell me earlier. last minute is a NO for me. tk nk ajak , jgn ajak lain kali. i can go off myself. better being alone than with someone else. eeee. geram!

anyway in my dictionary threes no more sayang. dont ever call me that. you think we are friends now we can get along well?? i don't think so. dream on ok.

FUCKED UP!!!

countdown

2008-12-31T22:04:00.002+08:00

2008-12-29T19:44:00.003+08:00

i have alot of confession to make here. firstly about Ariff. well i don't know whats happening now. i mean i don't know why he left me. its so upset. i never imagine it would turned out like this. i mean i love him alot & i know he loves me too. love are so unpredictable. i was hoping that our relationship wont end even though we are not officially in a relationship. oh my, I'm just lost now. not knowing anything. i feel so stupid. i just miss him so much. i miss calling him sayang, messaging him everyday, late talks till sometimes we end up sleeping while on the phone, i miss hugging you, your kiss, your smile. i just miss everything about you. everything just reminds me of you. when at school, i just don't know how to face you. i heard you gonna get a new car soon? well good for you. that's what you wanted right. I'm happy for you. i guess i wont be the first to take a ride on your car. well those are just words to make me feel secure but now. hah! never mind. I'm already used to it. promises are unpredictable. Manje is still save with me. i mean i never throw it away or give it away. whenever I'm with manje, i cried thinking of you. it just isnt the same anymore. well new year is coming, well things change & even i am gonna change for good. well next year onwards, i will only concentrate on studies & be a better person. hopefully my life will change for the better too. now i just wish you are always happy & leading a better life without me. i will always pray for the better for you dear. i miss you & i love you sayang. do take care honey.

secondly, Aqillah. well as for you, i don't whats happening. i guess for me friends just come & go just like that. i mean i just it only happens to me. till now i guess don't know what you wanna make me realise. how can i know if you don't tend to tell me whats really happening. its disappointing to see my close friend went off just like that. well thanks. i appreciates it. for now, i don't have any close friends. all friends are normal. now i know. like my mum say, families will always be there for but friends, they don't. well i guess there's nothing much to say. I'm gonna try to change my life from next year. well thanks everyone. i mean this is all fate. i do believe in fate cos god already plan all this & we just have to live in it.

2008-09-19T21:19:00.003+08:00

today was almost the same like yesterday but today we had a surprise for our dearest AISHA. Me, Fatiqah, Jamilah & Sherry brought her to the Snip Avenue hair salon at Tampines as Fatiqah already made a appointment for today at 2pm. yeahh we shared money to re bond Aisha's hair cause all of us wanted to see her in a new image. ouh i was so excited for her. i don't think she quite like it at first. maybe because she was just sacred it might not look good in her. so waited for her for almost 4 hours & the result turned out great. she look great. seriously. she look so so so SWEET! your hair does look thin but that's only for a while. maybe after 1 week, you hair will have the volume. don't worry alright. its fine. seriously, from the bottom of my heart. hope you love your new hairstyle Aisha. i always wanted to see you in re bonded hair. yay! and now its done! sorry if we can't curl your hair but we are scared it might damaged your hair 7 make your hair dryer. hope you love it deary. here's some pictures taken. =D

2008-09-18T01:20:00.003+08:00

To my dearest friend,
AISHA,

Wish you a HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY. May all your wish come true & stay happy. the memories we shared had been amazing. you have been the greatest friend. 4 years of friendship & now still going on strong. i will always cherish you as my true friend & never ever want to loose someone so special like you. you are always there when I'm with tears or laughter or even confuse. you will be there to guide me & always there to give me full support. i love you & will always do, my friend. hope our friendship will last to eternity. i can still remember the first time we talk & the first time we smiled. ouh my! you are just too awesome, my friend. without you, i don't know who am i & i wont be what i am know. anyway all the best for your 'O' level. i know you can do it. i have faith in you.
SAYANG KAU LA! =D

2008-09-17T23:20:00.001+08:00

today slept late. at around 4pm plus. watch Chelsea match against Bordeaux & together had my sahur. it was a great match & of cos Chelsea won! hah! 4-0 okayy! scored by Lampard, J. Cole, Malouda & Anelka. can beat that? Chelsea rocks ok! =D

went to work at 12pm & end at around 6pm. today was not so packed. maybe because today's Wednesday. get to be in the express lane (less than 10 items). yeah didn't get to scan & pack too many stuffs. no shortage & went to have my break-fast at KFC. After that me & Ramizah headed to Geylang. had a long walk & at 10 plus we took bus. thanks Ramziah for accompanying me to my bus stop. sayang kau! we did took some pictures. =)

2008-09-16T23:30:00.003+08:00

today was a great day. had my break-fast with my secondary school friends at simpang bedok. it was a big one. many of us were there & we really did had lots of fun. when bedok interchange with Aisha & then met Sheri & Adilla. ouh i so miss them. its been long since i hang out with them. we took bus number 9 to there. we reached there around 6.30. we conquer 8 tables. haha. we even celebrated people whose birthday on September. we had cakes, saboring each other with cakes, running around & chasing around. it was so fun. here's some pictures taken.=)

lastly,

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY DANIAL.
May all your wishes come true & have a great Birthday ahead.
do stay happy & all the best in whatever you do.
be strong in what ever problems you face.
don't even give up & good luck in finding your true love.
may gos bless you. =D

2008-09-15T23:19:00.003+08:00

today was actually the day i need to work but nah not in the mood too. since Adzhar have not confirm to me he have approved my schedule then ya how would i know. i want to get the confirmation from you not others. like you say ' I WILL CONFIRM WITH YOU BY SUNDAY.' yar right! what ever! today went out with a friend to Geylang. before that went to Bedok library alone cause i had no way to go. so sad. went to fast my break-fast at banquet & just ate nasi ayam.

ouh my, i just miss someone so badly. i want an outing with him soon! yes SOON soon!! =D
tomorrow out again to have break-fast with my secondary school friends. ouh yes i so miss them too. cam whoring tomorrow then! =D

MISSING ARIFF.............

2008-09-15T23:06:00.012+08:00

i so in love with this song..wheeeeeee....

Jason Mraz ft. Colbie Caillat - Lucky

Do you hear me,
I’m talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I’m trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair
though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I’m lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

2008-09-13T22:14:00.004+08:00

today had just coco crunch for 'sahur'. was so sleepy early in the morning. after eating, off straight to bed. at 12pm i woke up & notice my parents was not at home. only me, my sister & my brother. my brother was up early & was on the computer. it was a lazy day till my parents got home. at 3pm, we went out as a family. we went to Suntec Carrefour to redeem the cooking pot by collecting the stickers needed for the different type of pots. i got the stickers while working, not by spending at Carrefour. all the stuffs there are way expensive. seriously! i was not off to work today since they have ENOUGH CASHIERS! whatever! after headed to Suntec, it was already 6pm plus. so had to search for a place to have our break-fast. my dad brought us to hougang & had Nasi beriani! till now I'm still full but i want snacks to make myself bloated. heh!

thanks to Fadhil for lending your hand phone even your hand phone batt easily get low. still haven get my line back. urghh! my mum urh nie. ISH! never mind. its ok. i will wait & wait & wait till she herself who pass it to me. On Hari Raya ehh? heee. *sighs* At least i can still keep contact with HIM. MISS HIM BADLY!

2008-09-12T23:21:00.005+08:00

welcome dear ARIFF to my blog. hahahax. i don't know how you found out about my blog. well, its kinda embarrassing. you get to know about how i truly feel towards you. i so miss you okay! heee. its been long huh since we chat wth each other but its OK. i know you are busy with work. i understand. its a coincident that we both lost our hand phone huh. its hard to contact you these days you know. these holiday are boring without you, you know. i mean i didn't get to see you like we always did at school. i am so missing you.

well i have changed my blog skin & today I'm not even working. Saturday & Sunday too. so mad at my BOSS. i didn't get to work cause he told me he had enough cashiers for Saturday & Sunday. whatever! its kinda bored at home. doing nothing except for spending my whole time at home on the computer. hmm nothing better to do.

yay! another 2 more weeks to Hari Raya. i'm so excited ok. haven't get ready my Hari raya clothes yet, not yet start cleaning the house. I'm planning to wear purple colour this year since i never tried wearing purple before. =)

2008-09-08T15:28:00.008+08:00

[c=4]`RIFF`[/c] says:
ayu, theres this one thing i wanna ask u.
[c=4]`RIFF`[/c] says:
haish.am i being damn selfish.?!
[F]i[R]d[A]y[U] they are just nothing but a pain in my heart. says:
selfish?? as in??
[c=4]`RIFF`[/c] says:
erm i just feel like im being selfish here u knw that.
[c=4]`RIFF`[/c] says:
sigh.
[F]i[R]d[A]y[U] they are just nothing but a pain in my heart. says:
no la..mane ader..dont think mcm2 k syg..
[F]i[R]d[A]y[U] they are just nothing but a pain in my heart. says:
=)
[c=4]`RIFF`[/c] says:
yarr k here's the situation okaay.
[c=4]`RIFF`[/c] says:
i mean like.i knw, u knw, and we both knw hw much our feelings are for each other.instead of moving on(to the next step ), i keep holding things back.u knw what i mean.see, i feel like thats selfish alritez.and i dun wan it to be that wae..i dun want to be holding u back
[c=4]`RIFF`[/c] says:
sigh.every nite , i keep myself thinking abt this..hmm
[F]i[R]d[A]y[U] they are just nothing but a pain in my heart. says:
errmm u mention u keep holding things back. why is it so??
[c=4]`RIFF`[/c] says:
yarr ..
[c=4]`RIFF`[/c] says:
i mean we cld have been in a relationship long ago my dear ayu.am i ryte.like u said were nt official..but it was me who didnt made that move even till nw.cant u see.hmm!? .sigh..
[c=4]`RIFF`[/c] says:
im being damn selfish okaay.haish.
[c=4]`RIFF`[/c] says:
i follow my feelings too much.
afraid of being in a relationship and soo on.sigh
[c=4]`RIFF`[/c] says:
i dunno okaay.
[c=4]`RIFF`[/c] says:
i knw u dun have anything to sae.sigh
[c=4]`RIFF`[/c] says:
its okaay..
[F]i[R]d[A]y[U] they are just nothing but a pain in my heart. says:
theres no reason for me to be with someone else if my heart it only for you. its okayy..i mean i understand ur situation..
[c=4]`RIFF`[/c] says:
ayu, u knw for urself..hw many guys out there who wants to be wif you..ive been holding u back for quite some time, i dun want to be the guy who gives ppl false hope syg.sigh..why wouldnt u move on..?.ur hearts only meant for me?
[F]i[R]d[A]y[U] they are just nothing but a pain in my heart. says:
if you alr fall for someone will you easily forget the person n go for other ppl? whats ur motive by saying this? i have the feelings that either you have no feelings for me or you hav found someone new? u keep on saying the same thing telling me to move on. if you have fall for someone new or have no feelings towards me then you better tell me the truth now rather than giving me false hope.
[c=4]`RIFF`[/c] says:
the truth is, i do have feelings for you. and NOOOO i dun have ani1 else..hw cld u sae that.sigh.im just telling u hw i feel inside thats all.sigh.for ur info, ur the only gal whom ive feelings for.and no, i dun want u 2 fall for sum1 else.stakat u cntct ngan laki lain i dah jealous.what more,urgh nvm..
[F]i[R]d[A]y[U] they are just nothing but a pain in my heart. says:
abeh you keep on saying for me to find other guy better than you but the fact is im alr in love with you. how could you say that. i sedih seyy u ckp mcm gini..
[c=4]`RIFF`[/c] says:
ahhhhhh*shouts.* i just need someone to hug nw.seriously.sigh.
[c=4]`RIFF`[/c] says:
im sorry alritez i didnt mean to mean it that wae.instead its the other wae around.
[c=4]`RIFF`[/c] says:
ayg im realli2 sori alritez.haish.
[c=4]`RIFF`[/c] says:
=((
[F]i[R]d[A]y[U] they are just nothing but a pain in my heart. says:
nahh its ok..
[c=4]`RIFF`[/c] sent 9/8/2008 12:25 AM:
urgh.nw i feel damn bad

2008-09-07T01:19:00.004+08:00

just want to ucapkn takziah for Arwah Hafiz bean. R.I.P. if thats any wrong doings, hope you forgive me. =)

well days have been tiring. start working back at Carrefour. i can see thats a lot of new cashiers coming in. wellall are part-timers but me ah-hock. hahax. if want to work just call them up. simple as that. so tight schedule. wheee. if possible i want to find other job. just a simple sales assitant is ok. i dont know. lifes boring nowadays.

ARIFF,

from the day i first saw you, i know you can mean someone to be one day. you look arragont to me. dont know we will get close. when the first time you added me, i was shocked indeed. a arragont guy like you added me? hmm kinda weird but yeahh when i started chatting with you, you seemed so friendly. i also found out that we have so alot of similarities. hes the eldest & so am i. he loves car racing games & so do i. i mean theres alot to mention. after a few day, i got a msg from an unkown number, saying hes a friend of mine. i kept wondering who & poof its him. aww .hes too sweet. after days of chatting & sms-ing, i dont find him arragont at all. maybe to others he is but to me hes not. hes one special person. hes HOT, hes CHARMING, NICE, CARING. he once confessed to me, he admire me but instead i went to a person who i was unsure if i loved him or not. it was indeed a rush one. one day outing & poof we are together. how stupid i could be. i shouldnt rush. i told him about my relationship & he himself was shocked. i know he was upset when he heard the news. but still i treat him as my close friend. try to share with him alot of things. after i lost my relationship, i have this feeling of confuseness. i mean i'm just sacred to fall in love again. scared to loss a person who mean so much to me. as days goes by, i started to have a strange feeling towards him. a feeling i can't describe but its like i found someone who is the everything for me. now, i think i love him more. the feeling grow each day but im unsure, it is love or maybe a crush? i dont know what hes feeling toward me. he once told me hes also afraid to fall in love. till when are we going to stay like this. missing each other, hoping for each other. having jealousy for each other. its a suffering. if possible, i want to make him mine. when the first time i wnet out him, at first i was nervous. scared that it wont tured out well & i wont talk much or it might be a boring one but i think i talked too much. like aunty, aunty. hah! we had a long walk & a long talk too. it was a great one! seriously. hes so sweet! just want him to know, i love him & each day, my love for him grows & hes someone very special to me. i miss him lots. muacckz! sorry but you cant get to read this sayang! =D

2008-09-02T03:10:00.006+08:00

the teacher's day dinner at furama hotel was fun. had our dinner at kintamani restaurant. only a few of my classmates went there. every one was looking perfectly fine. i went there with Derrick & met up with Azuan & Turi at Aljunied MRT platform. it was raining heavily. we took mrt to thiong bahru. from there, took taxi to furama hotel. the food was awesome. ate alot but then didnt get to try everything there. took alot of pictures. Happy Teachers Day to all teachers. wheeee..=)

ouh now starts the fasting month. yay! 1 more month to Hari Raya! cant wait! i soo miss Ariff okayy. i just sense something different about Danial. its just different. he really feels guilty for what he had done to me. aww. its ok Danial. i forgive you. no worries ok? stay happy 7 wish you all the best in what ever you do. i miss you too. =)

heres some pictures i took at the dinner. do check out for more. i'm still not prepare for my exams. shitsss. =(

2008-08-28T15:36:00.006+08:00

days are unpredictacble every single day. i hope everything will change to the better. ouh gosh time really move so fast & i can't really remember what goes by. i'm ok with Shikin now & yeahh she tend to tell me alot of things. from Danial to Ariff. my prediction was right, Danial boke up with his GF, Allygator? yeahh she one allegator indeed. her reason for her break up was Danial is not up to her standard. wow! thats hurtful. see, i do believe in karma. im sorry for what had happen to you danial. to the the truth, i miss you alot okay but nahh you will never undertstand. =)

i'm happy for Ramizah. she's fine with Azlan now. hope they are in good terms.

Ariff, yeahh we finally confessed to each other. awww. hes just too cute! but, thanks to my dear ramizah she saw a comment in Ariff's profile given from a girl saying, ''Lyk duhh lurhs..
my hunnie ARIFF MANJE!!!hahas..'' okayy to tell the truth, i am jealous ok! *sighs* Ariff, my love for you increases avery single day & i miss you alot. =(

Today was a broing day in school. end school at 11 plus & headed back home straight. luckily at home, i can depend on my comp. if not, i would already be so bored or already taking a nap. i'm just confuse now. i don't want history to repeat. why, ouh why do this always happen to me. am i being curse? ouh GOD, help me! *i just hope your words are for real*

3 more days to fasting month. im excited. i just miss old days. yeahh i guess im done. heres some random pictures. =D

2008-08-23T17:21:00.003+08:00

yesterday was a lazy day. woke up at 7.45am & i decided to take a nap & at 10am i realised i actually missed my enterpeneurship lesson. called Nadhirah up & she also just woke up. what a coincident. had 45 minutes to reach school cause life skills lesson was canceled & i quickly rushed to the bathroom. went out at 11am. called up nadhirah but she was still getting ready. At 11.20am i board the bus. reached school at aroun 11.45am. nearly 12pm. gosh. was late & we rushed like hell to class. guess what? i feel down while going through he main gate. gosh! luckily no one saw it except nadhirah. *sobs*sobs* huhur. Got scolding by Mr Ong for coming late for class. What the hell. what a day.

2008-08-16T23:32:00.005+08:00

yay! i have updated my blog. at last, i have a private blog. whee...hope it will not spread to the rest. only my love ones are allowed. yup, yup! today was a great. went to watch ALI's gig at Clarke quay with Aqillah & Ramizah. before that we actually studiedat KFC's Plaza Singapura. it was crowded but at least we got a spot. the gig was great. they were awesome. love the songs & the surrounding there. wow! hah! everything went well. you guys ROX! after that headed to Marina Square. went to the Mac Cafe there. saw Nadhirah working & i got a free drink which me, Ramizah & Aqillah shared. weeeeee..thanks Nadhirah! sayang kau! hee. then after that, we went home straight. thanks Aqillah & Ramizah for the great outing. sayang korang jugak! heee..

i miss ARIFF!!*sobs* i just wonder how's DANIAL. hmm is he & his girlfriend alright? hope there are. hope he's happy with his life now. I'm sorry for not treating you as my friend. it's just, i need time. here's some pictures taken! =)